So, Nick called today. That was exciting. He got my AIM screenname so we could talk online and he wouldn't use up his cell-phone minutes. So, he imed me. I told him I'm off of school on Friday, and he said that I should stay at his place this weekend. And I said sure. And then he just kinda stopped talking. So I asked him a few questions to learn more about him, and strike up a topic for conversation. But he'd answer in a couple words and then stop talking. He said he wasn't busy and he was bored. So, I asked him what he wanted to talk about and he said he didn't want to talk, but he would talk to me later. And that was the end of the conversation. That was a couple hours ago. He's been online ever since, he just hasn't said anything. Did I say something wrong? Is he no longer interested? Should I ask him? Grrrr, I hate this. Now I'm going to constantly second guess myself everytime I talk to him. Damn my insecurity.
Ok, he called. That means he's interested, right? And he did offer to have me stay at his house, and he said he'd talk to me later. I mean, I guess I have times when I'm not terribly talk-a-tive too. Or maybe he was jerking off and was too embarrassed to say anything . . . I dunno. I'm trying to be positive here.
