AHHHHH!!!! It feels so good!! This week has been hell. Well, not really. But I have been ridiculously busy. So, the week the show opens, I have two tests and a reasearch paper due. How much does that suck? But I am done! DONE!!!! No more homework! At least until next week. But then the play will be over and I'll have more time than I know what to do with. Yay for free time.
So, yeah, the show is going really well, and all of you better come see it, because it's a lot of fun. And if you get there early enough, you can actually sit on stage! And I'll actually get to dance to/for you in the show. Isn't that great? But, yeah, come see it.
And class may be over, but a kick ass weekend is about to begin. Sure, I'm busy with the show, but that's only in the evenings. Tonight is the cast party and Jenni is coming and I am going to get soooooooo WASTED!!!! I'm excited. And hopefully, I won't turn into a suicidal maniac again . . . god, I hope not. I shouldn't joke about that . . . But, yeah, I'm going to have fun. And tomorrow, I'm organizing a big X-Men 2/ Diner outing with the cast and my buds Peter, Steve, Alan, Jason, and whoever else wants to come. Then, after the show Saturday we're going out clubbing at everyone's favorite gay club, The Run. But this time I won't be looking to make out with any random boys.
I was laying in my bed last night, around 5:00 when I decided I'd go to sleep even though my paper wasn't done because I was exhausted and wanted to get some sleep, when a thought struck me . . . well, a thought didn't really strike me, I just had a realization. Ever since my conversation with Nick, he's all I think about. Seriously. To make things more clear, I no longer think about Scott. Well, at least not as much. I mean, Scott and I were studying last night and he was sitting there being a flirt like usual, and all I could think of was how much I wished Nick was sitting next to me instead of him. It just blew my mind. I'm not sure what to think of it . . . but I am sure that if it was possible I'd leave for Michigan 2 days ago.
It takes 10 hours to get to Michigan by car . . . That's one hell of a road-trip. Let's see . . . how much gas is that? That's about 600-700 miles . . . soooo . . . at $1.75 a gallon . . . and about 25 miles to the gallon . . . is that real gas mileage? I have no ideaa. It seems like a good estimate, though . . . anyway . . . that's $42-49 in gas . . . is that right? Wow . . . that seems like it's not very much. At least not as much as I originally thought. I Was figuring, like, $80 to get there . . . that's almost half of what I was willing to pay! YES!!!! I am soooo going to Michigan twice now!
Oh, and I need people to come with me. I mean, 10 hours is a long car trip for being by yourself. Plus, Road Trips are fun, and it's a chance to spend good quality time with yours truly, and to meet this hunk that I am so smitten over. Oh, and perferably more than one person should come with, because I'd hate to abandom them if/when I want to spend some alone time with Nick. Tabby's currently refusing, but I think I'll be able to bring her around. If it makes any difference, I'll be paying for gas, especially since it's nearly half of what I thought it would be. I was pretty sure Steve would want to go at first, but, well . . . I'm not so sure after his blog . . . I'm really not sure what to say about that . . . I mean, I consider Steve to be a really good friend, but I've just never seen him as a possible boyfriend. I'm not sure why that is. Maybe it's because when I met him he wasn't out and fromt then on I just considered him as a friend? But, there are lots of guys that I've been attracted to that have been straight, so that's probably not a legitimate answer. I honestly don't know. But, no matter what, I will always be Steve's friend. I think he needs to meet more gay guys. I mean, I'm the only one he knows so far. Is that why he might have a crush on me? Or is it something more than that? I don't know. But he still needs to get out into the gay community and see what is there. I'm gonna take him to the pride parade this year. He'll really enjoy that. I might even drag Jason along just for fun. Everyone should come to the Pride Parade!!!! YEAH!
Alrighty, Tabby's here, and she's got to watch X-Men before she goes and sees the sequel tomorrow. Got to go.
Eric 5/02/2003 04:10:00 PM
