I'm definitely ready to go back. My family is reaching that critical point where I explode whenever they make noise (which, if you know my family, is all the frigging time). Everyone is leaving, and all my school friends are coming back. It's time to wrap up the endings and start with the beginnings. Beginnings are always sooo much more happy anyway.
I actually cracked at work today and started screming at my co-worker Amber at the top of my lungs at front counter. She just kept saying bitchy comments and I had had it, and I cracked. Then she just laughed like she thought I was being funny. So I had to force myself to go into the back before I punched a hole in her face . . . and it's really difficult to get me that pissed and violent. It's a damn good thing this was my last day. Well, I'll still be working on weekends, but last day as far as normal hours. Plus I didn't get in much trouble for skipping work yesterday, and I even talked the manager into giving me a free meal for my birthday. Mike is awesome. Oh, and we have a new kid at BK. And he is incredibly, ridiculously hot. Well, not hot, but there is something about him that I just can't take my eyes off of him. It's complicated. But he is very yummy to look at. It's too bad he's straight. His butt looks real good in those tight BK pants. Mmmmmmm tight butt . . .
So I'm really frigging horny lately. And I mean really frigging horny. I just drool over almost any guy I see, and it's really starting to get bad. Nick needs to get into town real damn fast or I don't know what I'm going to do. I can only whack off to porn so many times . . . . . .
I feel bad that Bethany couldn't get ahold of me on my birthday. I didn't even leave the house all that much. Timing has been really bad between us lately. That makes me sad . . . I LOVE YOU BETHANY!!!
Let's see . . . any more random things to say? Ummm . . . . hmmmm . . . no. Not really. So I'm gonna go "de-stress" myself for the 5th time today. Bye!
Eric 8/22/2003 02:08:00 AM
