My room is really messy. Really, really messy. I know I should clean it, but I honestly don't know where to put anything. There are just heaps of stuff all over and nowhere to put them. My closet door is broken, so I can't even get into the left half of it. My bed is piled so high with stuff that I can't even sleep in it. It really sucks and I really need to do something about it. I was going to today. I really, really was. I came into my room and turned on music so the job would go faster . . . and then I noticed the Final Fantasy Tactics stratagy guide I bought yesterday (for only $1.99!) and I picked it up and read it. Now, I've played the game so much that it didn't really have anything new to tell me, but for some reason it was infinitely more entertaining than cleaning my room. Go figure.
Then my mom yelled that I had to help her carry furniture. After much grumbling, I did just that. When I returned to my room, I noticed a book I bought in Denmark called "Gay Cosmos". It's actually a really fascinating book so far, discussing the role and issues behind homosexuality in the world today. So I decided to read a chapter before starting on my room.
After the chapter was read I wandered upstairs, looking for something to eat. On the way to the kitchen, I noticed that marathon of the new Road Rules was on tv, and two of the guys, Dave and Abram, are really frigging hot, so I forgot all about my hunger and watched that . . . until 2:00 in the morning.
So, yeah. There went my evening. I had planned to mow the lawn and go work out and clwean my room and none of it happened. I fell asleep instead of mowing the lawn, Jason ditched me so I didn't work out, and I just finished reciting the story about the room cleaning.
I'm not lazy. I'm really not. Well, ok, maybe I am. But I wish I wasn't. I wish I wanted to get things done. Then everything would be nice and my mom wouldn't be so bitchy all the time. I can always dream, I guess.
In other news, I made out like a bandit at work today. My manager had me go run a couple errands for him. So, not only did I get to drive around instead of work and still get paid for it, I got $10 for gas that I don't have to pay for in the first place. Score. Even better was when some lady gave me $20.27 for her large Iced Tea and drove off without her $19 in change. Silly lady. I kept the change in the drawer all afternoon and she never came in and got it. Sooooo . . . mine now! I made almost $30 extra at work today. Damn, that's good. That's almost enough to pay for Silent Hill 3. Sweet!
Once again, money sucks. My parents and brother actually want me to pay them back. So I'm pretty much fucked when it comes to money. I just may not be able to get a PS2 any time soon. Damn parents. That stupid credit card really needs to come in.
And if Jason doesn't come work out with me tomorrow, I really don't know what I'll do. I need to work out damnit!
And it's late. I have 5 h ours before I have to be at work. Work sucks. I hope I get more free money tomorrow, unlikely as that is.
Eric 8/03/2003 03:19:00 AM
