Yes, I am. I don't know why. I slept through classes today. I did it on Wednesday too. And I don't know why. Things should be getting better, right? But why am I suddenly so tired and anti-social. I don't get myself.
Right now I'm bored off my ass. I just got done with practice, which went marginally better than last night. And now . . . I have nothing to do. No one to hang out with. I could go home, I suppose. But there's nothing to do at home either. I work in the morning, so I can't be out late. But there's nothing to do anyway. God damn, this sucks. And what do I have to look forward to this weekend? Waiting and seeing if Nick keeps himself free, mostly.
I really thought things were going to get easier. Get better. But they sure as hell haven't started yet.
Hello escapism. You're the only thing I have left tonight.
Eric 9/12/2003 09:23:00 PM
