I have a shitload to do. A huge mother-fucking shitload of school work to do.
And I'm not getting it done.
Why?
Four reasons: Final Fantasy XI, Final Fantasy X-2, MSN, and AIM. They are all very, and equally destracting. I just cannot get off of any of them to do the work that I NEED to do so I don't FLUNK out of Dana.
Therefore, I am giving those four things up for the next week. If anyone sees me on AIM or MSN, yell at me. I'm going to give my brother the PS2 and have him temporarily change our FF XI account password so I can't get on. And if you guys want to check up and make sure I've done that, that'd be great. I don't trust myself either.
This has to be done. I have a reasearch project for physiology that I have to start, complete, analyze, and present in 3 days. I have every other assignment ever handed out in physiology since October to finish. I have a paper in World Civ to research and write, not to mention reading the entire frigging book to catch up on what I've missed in the past two months of class. I also have to actually read the plays we've discussed in History of Dramatic Lit. The final is comprehensive and is only one of two grades in the entire course. So, reading the plays would be beneficial to obtaining a good grade in that. And finally, I have to meet with acting partners to practice and perfect our scenes for our acting final.
I have a ton to do. There is very little chance I'm going to get it all done as it is. I should've started a long time ago, but . . . I got side-tracked. And I stopped taking my medicine. Why? I don't know. I just forgot about it, I guess, and I've recently caught myself just wanting to curl up in a ball and hide from the world, so I'm chugging pills like there's not tomorrow. Ok, maybe not that much, but I'm taking them regularly again.
So yeah, time to buckle down and get my act together. It's only for the next week and a half, then I can relax with FF all I want. Until then, keep me accountable, all of you.
Eric 12/02/2003 03:07:00 AM
