Despite having an incredibly shitty valentine's day weekend, I am, in fact, still alive.
Mini-Rant: Nick has this irritating dendency to be very arrogant about his singing ability. He says that its the one thing he's good at, so he takes pride in it. Well that's good and all, but he can't seem to resist making everyone know it. He is constantly telling everyone that he's a better singer than they, and he's going to get all the solos. He's made comments to me how he's a better singer than I am. And while that may be true, it still stings. I don't go lording it over him that I can act circles around his ass. He just needs to learn to . . . not be such an ass about the whole thing. Arrogance is not a good thing to have. And in the performance yesterday, he was singing the Tenor part when the basses were supposed to have a rest. Ok Nick, we know you can sing just as high as the Tenors, but you are a Bass, and you sing the bass part. Not the tenor part whenever you feel like it. In plays, you don't see me jumping on stage to perform someone else's part when my character is off stage, do you? Rant done.
Mini-Rant II- Tabby decided that she was going to go dancing on valentine's day. The day I felt like shit and needed a friend, and the day after I suggested we go dancing to her, and she said she didn't want to. Thank you, sooooo much Tabby for leaving me out and then throwing in my face how much you enjoyed yourself. Rant II done.
Ok, that out of the way, I feel much better. I just had a talk with Jason about my feelings of being left out. (Apperantly he didn't know what was going on b/c he did not read my blog, but I'll get to that issue later.) Anyway, we talked and he made me feel better. At least I can still count on him, if no one else. I was sooooo going to say more about this, but I'm tired, and thoughts are quickly evaporating from my brain. Jason, I love you, and thanks for everything!
Shit, I'm so tired now, I don't really want to blog anymore. I'm sure I'll get to this later, though. But, for now, I'm doing better. Not great, but not bad. I can get through this. I will be happy, damnit, and no one is going to get in my way!
Eric 2/17/2004 01:02:00 AM
