I really need to actually update this thing when I'm in a good mood. Oh well. I WAS in a good mood . . . until Ramuh broke off his attack on carbuncle for NO reason and proceeded to wail on me with his thunder staff of pain. It hurt. A lot. And then he killed carby off, and kept interrupting me with his staff of pain so that I couldn't resummon carby, and when I FINALLY was able to get carby out . . . I died. SOOOOOO PISSED!!!! OH yeah, and despite it being Lightsday and Carby's powers being increased (supposedly), Ramuh resisted the one and only searing light I got off . . . So yeah, that's another 10k gil down the toilet. And JUST when I was starting to earn money again . . . LORD!
So, yeaah . . . things have been REALLY slow around here lately. With half of the group of friends that I usually hang out with gone on a road trip, everyone else is apperantly in hibernation as well. Either that, or I've been forgotten about again. Yes, I am aware I could call, but I just . . . don't feel comfortable calling, I guess . . .
Work is . . . work, I guess. Now I'm required to bug customers about donating to cancer charities while I'm bugging them to large size their combo meals. So far I've gotten away without doing it. Although, I almost had to start Saturday when Chad kept yelling at me to do it. But its ridiculous, and I don't want to piss people off. If he wants the damn cancer things sold, he can put someone else on headset for once. But yeah, the most excitement I get out of my days lately involves checking out cute guys that come in with my female coworkers. Exciting, huh? God, I'm sick of BK . . .
Oh, wait, gotta think of positive things . . . ummm . . . I bought 2 more tickets to the Sarah Concert, so now its gonna be me, Emily, Kori, and Jacob going. I'm really excited. It's going to be soooo cool. Hmmmm . . . I really need to replace my Sarah cds that I lost . . .
Which reminds me, I've recently been blowing money left and right. Well, maybe not that much (B/c I don't get out that much) but still too much. I spent $50 the other day at Mega Mart on cds. That's the only place I've been out to since going out with Jacob, and I spent $100 that night. I think the only thing keeping my budget intact is my inability to go anywhere on my own. Lord . . . we have 4 vehicles at this house. Yet I'm unable to use any of them . . . how ridiculous is that? I can't use Corie's car because first of all, she's rarely home, 2nd because she's a bitch about it. I can't use kelly's car because its his car, and I "don't have insurance" and he doesn't want me to wreck it. Nevermind the fact that he drives like the stereotypical 16 year old, playing road games, and driving like a maniac. I drive much safer than he does. I can't use the Sebring because that's my dad's new car, and he "Might" need to run errands. And I can't use the van because the family "might" need to go somewhere. So yeah, I'm really frustrated about that. I had more freedom as a Junior in highschool . . .
Boys upddate:
Chris: never heard from since. Thank god.
Gary: he IMs me whenever he's online. I have yet to find out why. He has yet to tell me. I've been blatantly rude to him, yet he insists on "conversing". Whatever . . . Oh, he's recently decided to tell me how much weed he smokes . . . I don't think anything is as much of a turn off as that. I swear, hearing about it makes me sick to my stomach. I can't stand talking to him after it . . .
Jacob: friend status seems to be holding this time around. Of course, as I can rarely be on a computer anymore, contact is limited.
JD: met him last fall at a Proud Horizons support group. Very cool guy, but never saw or heard from him after that. I recently found his ad the other day, and tried to talk to him. We got as far as him remembering who I was when my father decided I was done with the computer for the night and disconnected the wireless router . . .
Andrew: Cool guy from near Lincoln. Talked a bit, made very tenative plans to hang out at a later date. Haven't talked to him since.
Matt: This one actually shows some promise. He's a friend of Mandy's, which is crazy cool. She says he's a good guy, and he wants to hang out and see where things go. I must say, I'm very interested.
Nameless Boy: Zuhair, the hottie at BK, is going to bring some friend of his to BK tomorrow to meet me. I'm not too sure about this one. From Zuhair's description, he seems rather femmy, and as I'm sure any readers know, I'm not into femmy guys. But hey, I'm not going to turn down a chance to meet a guy. So I'll see how it goes.
Let's see . . . hmmm . . . OH! I'm reading a greaet book. American Gods by Neil Gaiman. Very, very, very good book. I haven't been able to put it down. It's been making my already late sleeping schedule even later.
Aaaaaand . . . I can't think of anything else . . . Meh. I'll update later. When I'm in a good mood. I promise.
