Well, the server transfer went off without a hitch. Well, kinda. Depending on how you look at it. When I tried to log on, it told me I needed to re-name my character b/c my name had already been taken by a character on the server. So, it was a bump in the road, but a fun bump! I get to pick a different name without starting a new character! It took a while, but I finally was able to get a damn cool name, Kahlan. For those of you who read fantasy novels, you may recognize the name. I know my brother will be excited when he finds out what I changed it to.
But yeah, I need to meet up with my old linkshell mates to get a new linkshell started. It'll be rather lonely until then. And my bro is gonna start leveling a different class so we can play together more often. And I was saying my farewells to the LS members staying behind, and Tear and Dakliron are going to start new characters on the new server! It's awesome! So now, Tear, Dakliron, my brother, and I can all level together! We almost have a full static on our own! Yayness!
In other news, I'm dropping back into the old bad habit of not going to classes. NOT a good thing. I slept through 3 of them today, and if I miss one more World Civ class, I flunk it. Again. And Dr. Delucchi strikes again! She kicked me out of research seminar without any warning. SHE's the one who scheduled the class for when I couldn't be there. SHE's the one who said we would work individually outside of class. SHE's the one who didn't show up to the appointment we made. And then all of a sudden, she kicks me out! What the hell? God, I can't stand that woman.
And that James kid has the unsexiest chicken legs ever. Good god. For a cross-country runner, his legs are barely more than sticks. Seriously, the unsexiest legs I have ever seen.
On the other hand, the new guitarist for Seussical is fucking hot. Goddamn.
Also, I was in the cafeteria today when some guy came up and got food all while holding a Gamestop shopping bag. And for some reason it turned me on SOOOOO much! Just to see a guy holding a videogame store shopping bag. He even had facial hair, which I don't find attractive at all, but the bad made up for it. DAMN! I know, I'm a nerd.
Aaaaaand, while we're on the topic of boys! Randy wants to date me. I . . . well . . . I'm not attracted to the boy(?) in anyway, shape, or form. I'm sorry! I want a masculine guy! Not one that sounds like a little girl! I mean, friends would be fine, but it just feels really awkward around him. And then he tells me that he feels like we really connect. Good lord. Can people really have such differing feelings about one another? Can one person really feel uncomfortable around someone while the other feels they're soulmates? I feel so bad!
And then Gary can't make up his mind about this "guy" he's with and refuses to refer to him by anymeans other than "he" or "him". He complains to me about how much of an arrogant asshole he is, and then continues to tell me how theyre going to live together happily ever after. And all the while telling me how we should run away together, or how when "he" starts cheating, we should hang out, yada yada yada. I'm listening to all this crap right now. Why am I still listening? I dunno. Maybe its because he's cute and I think that I can charm him away from this asshole he's with? Maybe I think that's what he's wanting me to do? I dunno. I'm a dork.
Lindsey wants me to meet her friend Chris, whome she says is a lot like me. Gee . . . where have I heard this before? All sarcasm aside, I really don't want . . . Fuck.. How do I explain this? Lindsey and Catie (who knows this boy too) were telling me how hot he is and I just got this ache in my stomach. You see, if I'm attracted to him in any way, shape, or form, then he's not going to like me. That's just how things go with me. So here I am, this person is all being talked up to me, and I'm being told I should meet him and that we're so alike and we'd definitely hit it off, and all I can think of are the other times in my recent past that has happened. Ohhhh, lets see: JP. That went well at first, but anyone who reads this knows how that panned out. James: yup, disaster number two! Oh, and lets see how many other occasions this situation has happened? Ryan back after my Junior year of high school. Some Nick kid freshman year of college. Jeff, freshman year of college. Brent, also freshman year. John Paul (not JP, this one is from Delaware). Bobby. Peter. And I'm sure there are others I'm just not thinking of at the moment. Needless to say, my track record with guys I've been hooked up with by friends is now at a 0% success rate and I have no reason to believe this one will be any more promising. It'll just end up with me getting hopeful, shot down, and dissappointed and depressed alllllll over again, and that is just something I do NOT need.
And I just got done talking with Gary on the phone for more than an hour when I should have been reading for LARP, which I have in 4 hours. Goddamn, why can't boys be a lower priority?
Bahhhh. Well, the musical is this weekend, and it'll be more entertaining than I originally thought. Just don't expect anything geared for an age level above kindergarten, and you'll enjoy yourself thoroughly. And I get to throw monky poo all over the place. And not to mention mounting Kirk. Its enough to make up for the actual show, in my opinion. So yeah, come see it!
Eric 10/07/2004 01:24:00 AM
