Well, I just finished watching some more Farscape. These particular episodes were really sad because one of the main characters died. Sad? Sad doesn't even begin to describe it. Not exactly depressing . . . Mournful, I guess.
I just don't know how else to describe it other than that. I haven't been this affected by the death of a fictional character since . . . well, since Aeris in FFVII, except this is on a much larger scale. Better character development and such. I'm such a nerd.
I never got a response from Dr. Murch-Shafer, and I'm kinda freaking out because I kinda NEED one. I need to know if I have to come up with another idea. Hell, who am I kidding? Of course I need to come up with a new idea. I just have no clue how to go about it. But it would be nice to actually get feedback so I'm not stumbling in the dark on this damn thing.
I suppose I have to meet with Dr. Delucchi about it as well, but I'm really not looking forward to that. The woman just . . . frustrates me so much. She's going to be as cold and rigid as possible on this thing; I know it.
I'm also waaaaaaaaay behind on my memorization schedule. I was supposed to be done with the first half of the play by now, but I just never get a chance to sit down with the damn script. And even when I do, the memorizing seems to come so much more difficultly than it has in the past. I need to meet with Doc about that tomorrow too, and see how exactly rehearsing that will work.
So, yeah, lots of teachers to meet with tomorrow. Good thing I don't have classes (aside from Voices). Chorale has been called off b/c it's Winterfest tomorrow. That's Dana's big, formal dance of the year. Surprisingly, people are all of a sudden asking me if I'm going. I'm not. And everyone act all dissappointed that I'm not going. Are they really? Maybe a little bit. But, hey, asking me to go now is kinda late. No one thought of me until the last minute.
But I don't really care. I didn't want to go anyway. It dawned on me that every single dance I've gone to, I've never had a date. I've always gone with a friend. While I've had fun and all . . . it's just not the same. It's just such a depressing thought, and I didn't want to be confronted with all the happy couples at yet another dance. Especially not at a dance 2 days before Valentines Day.
Hmmm . . . initials for Valentines Day and Venereal Disease are both V.D. Coincidence? I think not.
Also interesting how in my Evolution class, which is on Valentines Day, we'll be discussing how sexual reproduction is such a perfect mechanism for evolution.
Stupid party. I was all set and prepared to be lonely, and then I just HAD to go and be reminded what I'm missing out on.
Frell.
We had an interesting discussion at the dinner table tonight. Someone brought up wrestling, and we got into a big discussion about it. People were wondering what the point was. Well, the point for heterosexual guys to role around on each other in tight spandex. Katrina mentioned that its funny when one of the guys gets an erection. But, she was told, that it doesn't mean that they're gay. It just happens some times because of the friction. I thought that was hilarious. Of course, I also thought it was really hot. I still do think its really hot. Really, really hot . . . Mmmmmm . . . yummy mental pictures . . . But, alas, roomie and his GF are both here, so no release for me.
I've decided where $30 more of my refund check is going to go: Farscape Soundtracks! The music is really good. Especially in some of the later episodes. So, once I get this baby deposited, I'm going online CD shoppin'!
Aaaand, I'm spent. I should probably delve back into research journals to find something I might be able to do for my project. And then I should also probably get to memorizing. U
