Wow, it's been so long since I updated this, I almost forgot my password. >.< That, and the comments still aren't working for some reason. That's really odd. I should prolly fix them, and I'd like to, but I honestly don't know if/when I'll get around to it.
*shrug*
So yeah, a lot has happened, but at the same time, not much has happened. At all. I'm still feeling really lazy and really anti-social, and I still don't know why. *shrug*
I'm on the 2nd book in the Vampire: The Masquerade Clan Novel series. Well, not exactly book 2, b/c the series was originally split up by clan. I'm reading the new arrangement which takes all 13 novels, and arranges them chronologically, so the 13 books are all mixed up into 4 large volumes. It's REALLY awesome so far. Lately I just haven't been able to get out of my head just how amazing of a movie it would be. Or even a quartet of movies, like the Lord of the Rings. It's THAT cool. And I have the hugest desire to direct these movies. I've been thinking of how scenes would look, what actor's I'd love to have, alterations to improve aduience understanding, etc. Wow, that would be awesome. I should keep track of that for after I'm rich and famous . . .
I started on Season 4 of Farscape last night, and was promptly reminded just how awesome EVERYTHING about that show is. The performances, the production, the story, the effects, EVERYTHING. That, and I would love to use Gigi Edgley and Claudia Black in my future Clan Novel movie. ^^
Joe recently told me about a Final Fantasy Dear Friends concert in Minnesota on the 9th of July. I want to go REALLY badly, but I have no one to go with. And I think it's sold out. Fuck. I don't know HOW I didn't hear about it earlier. I mean, I see any Square News updates every time I log in to FFXI, including concert info. Craziness. Of course there IS also an FF concert in Detroit . . . I've been to Detroit for a concert before . . . and I've been wanting to go on a Road Trip . . .
Actually, I had the idea to go on a Road Trip the day before Joe told me about the concert in Minnesota. I was thinking to myself just how awesome it would be if I went to pick Bethany up on the EAst Coast, and then we had a little road trip back to Omaha, and how we could stop at Cedar Point on the way. I never actually got a chance to enjoy the park when I was there with Asshole. And now that there's a concert that I REALLY want to go to in Detroit in late July, just when Bethany was going to come . . . I think. I'm pretty sure it's something she'd enjoy. I mean, it's a full symphony playing pretty music! She's a band geek, she'd like it. ^^
So yeah, I should prolly run those ideas by her. I need to make sure she still IS coming this summer. I hope she is . . . I really do.
On the boy front . . . there is no boy front. It's odd . . . I mean, it's like a lack of interest on my part. I met a few guys through Brandon when I was doing his show, and one was actually pursuing me, I think. Well, for that week he was always trying to do stuff with me, and made reference that we were on a date, and mentioned he wanted to kiss me, so yeah, I'm pretty sure he was trying to pursue me. And he was a really nice guy too, but I just had no interest what-so-ever. I think I've blown him off. Not completely on purpose. I mean, I don't have his phone number, so I couldn't call him back like he asked me to. I feel really guilty, b/c it was rather rude of me, and I HATE it when it's done to me. But, I dunno . . . I just don't know.
But yeah, totally not interested in a BF at all, which is a first for the past 7 years of my life since puberty. Craziness. There is a new manager at BK named Andy, who is adorable, and I had a short crush on him. But, alas, he's nice, cute, and is a good guy, so of course he's not gay. That's just how it works with me. And for once, I've been able to get over a crush with little time at all.
I think I might have pinpointed it: what I look for in guys physically. I was watching Comedy Central, and saw a commercial for some new show called Stella, and I couldn't help but thing just how CUTE the three guys are. And that's when it hit me, for any guy I can think of, I find guys with little hints of . . . nerdiness, dorkiness, or whatever to be incredibly attractive. It's hard to describe a physical hint of nerdiness or geekiness, or dorkiness, but I think that's a common thread . . .
Hmmmm . . . I still need to do my resume so I can get a job that's NOT BK . . .
I still need to do Thank You Cards . . . for the whopping 5 people that actually gave me grad presents . . . My sis got $200 more than I did . . . wow, way to make me feel good for my accomplishment, family . . . >,>
You know, I really was going to work on stuff today. I was sitting at work and thinking that I was going to actually get it all done. Then I get home and a girl I play FFXI with gets on MSN and declares she wants to party with me tonight. So now I"m currently getting ready for the exp party we're going to have. I know, I should've said "no", but, meh, whatever . . . .
Eric 6/29/2005 09:06:00 PM
