I have finally found a way to get on the internet here at Dana! Thank GOD!!! I'm not in my room, no. You see, Blair Hall is wireless . . . only. Which means that I have to use the same wireless adapter that wouldn't work for me last year . . . It still doesn't work. I hate it. And so I've been trying to get on computers in the computer labs. I thought it'd be no problem, but noooooo. I try to log on and it tells me my user account has been disabled. What the crap is that all about? So I finally found time today to wander into computer services to complain. And they fixed it, so her I am. On a computer. Ta Daa.
School is . . . interesting. I love my new room. EVerything about it kicks ass. I'ts big, it's got a great location, it's nice and cool. I'ts fabulous. Classes seem like they'll be ok. I'm not sure about World Civilizations yet, because, well, I haven't been there yet for various reasons. I'll make it on Friday, I swear.
The freshmen seem pretty cool. There are a ton of hot boys, as usual. But, yeah, I'm really pissed and frustrated and irritated. It looks like I'm going to be the only gay boy, yet again. AGAIN! Good GOD, why can't any gay guys go to Dana college except me!? What the hell!? I briefly thought this really hot guy named Greg was gay. He looks kinda gay, but those hopes were dashed real fast. Fuck, I always have to fall for the srtraight ones, don't I? Fuck! So, yeah, Greg is really fucking hot. And he reminds me a lot of Nick. Well, physically he does. I don't really know him yet.
Nick. I don't know what the hell I'm going to do about that situation. At all. I never was able to get ahold of him to tell him I couldn't pick him up, and I haven't been able to get ahold of him since. IUt doesn't help that Jow has been tying up our phone line so he can use the internet. I need to talk to that boy really really bad.
Scott is a fucking prick. I just had to get that out. A Big fucking prick. Yeah, that's right. Kiss my ass, Scott.
GRRRRRR. I need a boy. Really bad. It's really getting difficult to deal with. Everybody is in a freaking relationship. People my age are getting engaged, and my cousin, who is my age, is having a baby. A BABY! And I still have yet to have a serious boyfriend. Hell, John, my old fun-buddy, now has a boyfriend he's been dating for 8 months. Jeeezus! What is so wrong with me that I can't date anyone? I put up profiles, and I respond to other people's profiles, and I get nothing. Apperantly no gay boy in the remote viscinity of Nebraska wants anything to do with me. Am I really that ugly? Or boring? Or what? SOMEONE TELL ME WHY GAY BOYS DON'T LIKE ME! I REALLY REALLY WANT TO FUCKING KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, I guess I"m going to go back to being lonely now . . .
Eric 8/27/2003 10:52:00 PM
