I'm feeling less motivated now than usual. I mean, I have a ton of shit to do, but I really just don't want to do any of it. I was planning on doing stuff . . . but now . . . it all seems like such a waste of time.
I'm supposed to be gone now. I'm supposed to be in Omaha cashing my paycheck, dropping off film, and looking at porn with Steve . . . but noooooooo. Why? Because Steve is still too afraid of his parents and is still under their thumb and can't even wipe his ass without their consent. It's pathetic, it really is. I thought it was getting better, but apperantly it's not. And if it actually is getting better, then Steve has issues with honesty.
It's just really irritating because I was counting on getting stuff done tonight because I won't have a chance to do these things tomorrow, since I leave. And I was looking forward to actually hanging out with the butt-head and talking, venting, getting advice, etc.
Well, so much for that.
And ever since then, I've just felt incredibly . . . bored. Almost too bored to even blog. There's just absolutely nothing to do. I don't even feel like FF XI for crying out loud.
I'm not going to get my paper for world civ done. I'm not going to get my phys stuff done by tomorrow either. It's just an impossibility. Too many things going on, not enough motivation to do them all. I'll have thanksgiving break. And I'll be spending it entirely with my family, so I'm sure I'll be able to find some time to escape them and work on projects.
Still bored . . .
Well, my weekend was fun. I spent friday with Jacob. Got to meet his friends and get to know him a bit more. His friends are all really great. And, well, I got to see some of Jacob's bitchy side that day. Well, ok, a lot of Jacob's bitchy side. But, hey, who doesn't have one. I'm sure it won't irritate me so much when I'm used to it.
Work went well. I actually worked my entire shift, which is good since I can't work for the next two weekends b/c of thankgiving trips and college holiday festivities. And I was going to get a paycheck today, but I've already went over what happened to that.
Saturday evening, I hung out with Mark, a guy I met online. He seems pretty cool. Very into automobiles. Me? Not so much. I've just never had one or anything, so I've had no reason to get to know how they work, etc. But yeah, we made a detour to the Adult Emporium in Council Bluffs. And they have a sale!!! On videos!!! They're $30 cheaper! And most of them are small name studios, but they still look really, really good. But alas, I had no money and could not take advantage of the sale. That's another place Steve and I were supposed to visit this evening. But, yeah, Mark seems pretty cool. We'll definitely have to hang out again sometime.
Ummm . . . worked again Sunday . . . ate at Fazoli's and check out an incredibly hot guy that worked there. Incredibly hot. Damn. That was a fine, fine boy.
And then, back to Dana where I played FF XI till all hours of the evening. That was about it. It seemed more interesting and action-packed last night, but I'm not in the greatest of moods, so that's probably why it's not coming out that way.
Blah.
Oh, for all of you taking my quiz, there are some trick questions. Not too bad, just pay attention to what exactly is being asked. And read all choices before you click on something.
Yeah . . .
Blahhhh . . . .
Maybe I'll just lay in bed till I fall asleep? Nothing else to do.
Eric 11/24/2003 10:31:00 PM
