I've got a story
It's almost finished
Now all I need is someone to tell it to
Maybe that's you
Out time is borrowed and spent too freely
Every minute I have needs to be made up, but how?
I'm looking for a nice way to say I'm out, I want out
I fall asleep with my friends around me
Only place I know I feel safe
I'm gonna call this home
The open road is still miles away
Hey, nothing serious,we still have our fun
Oh, we had it once
Windows open and close, that's how it goes
Don't it feel like sunshine after all?
The world we loved forever gone
We're only just as happy
As everyone else seems to think we are
I'm in love with the ordinary
I need a simple space
And rest my head, everything gets clear
I'm a little ashamed for asking
But just a little helps, it gets me straight again
Helps me get over it over it
It might seem like a dream but its real to me
Don't it feel like sunshine after all?
The world we loved forever gone
We're only just as happy
As everyone else seems to think we are
You see the canals are freezing
You should see me high, you should just be here
Be with me here
It doesn't seem there's hope for me, I let you down
But I won't give in now, not for any amount
Don't it feel like sunshine after all?
The world we loved forever gone
We're only just as happy
As everyone else seems to thinks
Now don't that feel like sunshine after all?
The world we loved forever gone
We're only just as happy
As everyone else seems to think we are
We are
---- Jimmy Eat World
I need to have faith that things will get better and ultimately work out for the best. Its so hard, but so neccesary. Thank you to those who have helped remind me of that this evening. I really needed that. Just last night I lay in bed praying that I could just go to sleep and never wake up again, and now I'm about to go to bed feeling content for the first time in what seems like forever. Maybe it is sunshine after all.
Eric 1/06/2005 02:28:00 AM